one forty plus: Bed

My whole life I’ve hated going to bed. I like falling asleep instead. Falling asleep is so much better than going to bed because you don’t get tangled up in the logistics. Falling asleep happens for you, even if it means waking up at eight to the sun assaulting your eyes while a block of metal videos are playing on VH1 Classic. Then all you have to do is scamper over to your bed where you can capitalize on how fresh the memory of how to sleep is and instantly dip back into slumber. Going to bed invites performance anxiety. Going to bed means you have to confront a final moment of consciousness. I’m not a fan. I hope you all fall asleep well tonight.

this is precisely how i feel right now. i just fell asleep on my couch watching planet earth to be awoken about 2 hours ago to text messages. after my conversations had ended, i went to my bed to go back to sleep. but instead i just laid there, tossing and turning and rethinking about the dumb things i did today. i can’t sleep at all now, so now i’m tumblng. gosh.

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    never thought someone could formulate...express my mind’s defiance every. single. night.

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    that i’ve had since i was...little kid…THIS.

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    my life. every. night.

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    precisely how i feel right now. i just fell...my couch watching planet earth

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    Yep. Yes. To all of this. Giving in...sleep when it starts

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